Tuesday, August 31, 2004
this song totally rocks k!!! i lovveee it! haha.. the lyrics n everything.. siggh. it jz explains hw i feel i guess. =( hahhaha.. well.. check it out!~
Without You-MxPx
I got a confession to make
That my heart would break
To hear you say
goodbye
You're my every dream
You're the threadwork to my seams
And
you know that I can't lie, when I say
I can't stop thinking about you.
I can't stop thinking about how
My heart's empty without you..
I just hate myself
To think of you with someone else
To hear you say goodbye
I love you for who you are.
No more, no less
And you know that I can't lie, when I say. . .
I can't stop thinking about you
I can't stop thinking about how
My heart's empty without you
My dreams will never come true without you
Will never come true without you
Will never come true without you
My dreams will never come true without you.
Will never come true without you
Will never come true without you
What would I do without you
What would I do without you
My dreams will never come true without you
Will never come true without you
Will never come true without you
My dreams will never come true without you
Will never come true without you
Will never come true without you
brin bit this at ; 8:47 PM
aloha!
haha.. hey hey.. leg's are like soooo killing me now. lolx. had teacher's day celebration in sch todae.. mass was ok.. bt sum ppl were friggin noisy. likee... LET ME PRAY IN PEACE! hahaha.. =x then had stooopid aces day work out.. i thought it was damn funny though.. hahha.. althought half the time i didnt knoe what the heck i was doing! haha.. cz ive been absent for like both the p.e. lessons??? haha
the concert was alrite i suppose. hahha.. the teachers damn funny. esp. mrs lily tan.. lolx.. guess she was really in touch with nature!! teehee! if u noe what i mean.. hee.. err.. anisha n me were like complainin to each other abt the bloody lack of LDDS in the concert. damn upsetting. siggh. really wanted to do the romeo n juliet LD remix act.. bt had no time.. and also had sum other issues. (*groan*)
haha.. afta sch went ta town!! hee.. qt funn.. haha.. we were like "follow the leader" in the mrt station.. haha.. until sum stupid guy was like, "this is a public place" hahah.. then udaya said, "i think we already knew that.." n the guy was like.. "oh, i tot u all din noe wan lor." and then all of us were like.. "LOOOOSEERRR." under our breaths lar. hahhahah. cartoon. bought a pair of earings! sooooo cute!! haha.. they're LIME GREEN! hee.. the left one is of the male sign and the right one is the female sign.. ya noe.. the logo thingyy... err. dunno hw ta explain lar.
well.. really pooofffeed. so tired. bt tomorrow im wakin up early to study history n practise emaths. hmm.. now there's another song by the ataris in muh head.. sheesh. shall go see if i can get the lyrics. ah well. ttttaaaa!! *yawwwwn*
//..i cant stop thinking about you..
brin bit this at ; 8:27 PM
Sunday, August 29, 2004
heyyyoo! was darned bored.. so yea.. did this crapp quiz. haha.. its kinda cute. til' ltr!~ -brin
A- Age:
sixteen with a mind of a 3 year old. =)
B- Brands usually bought:
ermm... a lott.. slurping ape, hang ten, gio, stussy, billabong, rip curl, OP.. blahhh
C - Career in future:
err.. haha.. sumthing in the media industry lar.. reporter, writer fer sum mag.. lecturer.. anythin. my dreams of being a psychiatrist have been brutally crushed. =( haha
D- Dancing as a career:
wahaha.. ME? DANCE? hahah.. well.. if you're willing to watch, SURREE!! hahah.. =x (muh frens should knoe what im talkin abt!)
E- Easiest person to talk to:
ermm.. myself? haha.. i don't know.. all my close buddies. rach, maria, jen etc etc..
F- Favourite song at the moment:
beautiful mistake - the ataris
G- Gum balls or gummy bears?
gum balls. definitely. =)
H- Hometown:
longkang sengkang. =x
I- Instruments:
haha.. recorder! =x err. n my very overused vocal chords. hahaha
J- Jungle or sea-side:
wahahhah.. i thnk this question is damn funny. =x haha.. nvm nvm. ermm.. sea side.. duhhh. mosquitos kill me. =P
K- Kids:
for myself later on? definitely. haha.. a boy n a girl thank u! hahah
L- Lefty or righty:
al-righty.
M- Meat or vegetables:
MEAT! im a carnivour.. no veggies fer me thanks. hahha
N- Number of siblings:
1 monkey of a brother.
O- O-Town or Plus One:
err. im ashamed to say i have both their cds. HEY! they were on offer can! hahah.. bt i think otown is better. bt no more boybands fer me. hee
P- Phobia[s]:
ermm. im extremely eremophobic. hahah.. fear of loneliness. it kills me mann! hahah =x
Q- Quantity or quality? (for anything) :
ermm. quantity. what the point if u have so much bt it aint worth anythin?
R- Reason to smile?:
haha.. happy that im still living up ta this day n that my stupidity has yet to kill me. haha.. oh yea. and him. =x
S- Song you last sang:
haha.. singing Yellowcard's- Only One in the loo while showering. hahha. mum told me ta shut up. =( hahha
T- Time u woke up today:
ermm. abt 10+.. my usual waking up time. cept' when i haf stoopid sch.
U- Unknown fact abt me:
im extremely eremophobic and i talk before i think. hahha. oh yea.. and im actually Hitler in disguise. (err. okok, im not. i hope. haha)
V- Vegetable you hate:
err.. most of em'. esp them yucky chinese leafy green veggies like chye sim all that.. eeeuurgh. oh yea.. brinjals n tomatoes too. (i know what you're thinking so shuttit. hahah)
W- Worst habit:
over-sleeping. =) talking too much crapp.
X- Xavier or Jean Grey:
haha.. i dun like either lar.. they're so boring.. WOLVERINE is the best! hahah.. he rooocccks. =) hugh jackman is damn hott. haha
Y- Yolk or egg white:
erm. scrambled. hahha a mix of both.
Z- Zodiac:
Leo. *roar* =p
brin bit this at ; 2:25 PM
Saturday, August 28, 2004
greetings fellow slackers!
err. haha.. anniiwaeee.. success! i haf like finally uploaded most of my pics.. hee.. so happie! =) err. im kinda bored now.. stoning. doing nuthin. should be studying!~ haha.. err. maybe i'll go look thru muh history later. its toatallie hopeless trying to look for sum literary criticism on poem now. godd. how am i gonna find some notes?arrgggh. =x
weeeelll. i dont feel THAT tired todae. better than ysdae definitely. haha.. mite go ta the library later or tomorrow. hopefully can find sum books on WW1 poetry. siggh. feel like goin fer a runn. but dun wanna go alone.. haha.. n muh bro is not being any useful either. haha.. well, ysdae i watched My Big Fat Obnoxious Fiance. or whatever its called. hahha.. its soooooo lame! but its kinda funny too.. hahahha.. i cant believe i actually watched a crap show liddat!
haha.. was bored last night so went through my giant box of old letters. hahah... found sum funny pics!! hahahha. nvm nvm. =x *grins* realised how totallie screwed up i was last time mann. hahaha.. as in when i was in sec1. lolx. sumtimes.. dya get that feeling that u just wanna throw away all of the old stuff ya used ta have.. ya noe.. not because u want ta forget abt those old memories, but more of because u dunno what its effect on u might be if u keep thinking of them? hahah. im talkin shitt again. aye. tis a damn screwed up world out there. hahah
so aniwaeee. dad n mum haf gone out. mum went fer high-tea. haha.. and yesterdae she was like, "eh. do u know where the Hilton is exactly?" haha.. i was sleeping then so i said, "err. Paris?" hahhaha. geddit? PARIS HILTON? ayyye. hahah.. *this is your que to laugh!* err. haha.. finneee. be like that.. dont laugh! hahah.. but i thought it was damn funny. im funny lar. ehh. that's like so mentally retarded. OK. STOP BRIN. talking to urself again. hahah
lalalalalaaaaa!~ argh. sings: love is in the airrrrr!!! haha. craappp. oh well.. i gtg.. betta stop crappin before everyone starts pukin. hee.. ttttaaa! love ya all loads!!! (esp. you!! yes, you!!!) err. hahha.. byeeeeee!! *hugs*
brin bit this at ; 12:14 PM
Friday, August 27, 2004
hhhhhheeelloo!
GOOD NEWS! ive finally managed ta upload my photos on ta sum site!!! WHEE! photobucket din let me sign in so i went ta Tiny Pics! hahah.. so its all cooooool!! hee.. aniwae.. had that ss class wif ms ng todaee... godd.. i soo do not understand what the hell i did wrong. ah heck. whats done is done.. just have ta do better next time around.
anihoo.. i noe i shud be kinda happy bout my english marks.. buttttt.. i dun feel pleased or happie at all.. coz i kinda screwed everything else up. so whats the point? siggh. nvm nvm. must try harder.. heh.. aniwaeee.. kinda thinking abt him... =x hee.. feel kinda guilty. hahaha.
am so tired again todae.. but am planning to go write sum stuff later.. just ta clear muh mind. haha.. damn. i am like so in love with the ataris's "I Will Remember You" hahha.. its so damn cool.. anihhooo.. i betta get goin.. taa!! *blows kisses*
//..fever when you put arms around me.
brin bit this at ; 6:48 PM
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
hello world!
hahha.. aniiwwaeee.. just loggin on really quick. the giant failure of muh prelims so far has pushed me to FINALLY (shuttup alex. dont laff.) start studying like a MANIAC!!! WOOHOO! bt nw my dad suddenly seems keen on me doin 3 months. like what theeee?? arrrgh. buttt.. i dunno if i can.. judgin by my crappy results. ive passed my combined humanities n malay.. bt what else? haha..
havent gotten back results yet.. but im expecting da worst. =x arrgh. and as i expected.. the bloody pictures arent showin on muh blog.. CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHERE I CAN HOST THE BLOODY PICS!? arrrrggh. heh. yesterdae watch mens volleyball! haha.. italy versus russsssiaa!! haha.. bt the italians were hotter. hee. bt it was kinda gross cz everytime one of them scored a point, they'd hit each other on their bums. =x hahaha! hee.. it was damn cartoon mann.. shitt. i sooo must stop these perverted tendencies. haha
i wanna cry mann.. i still CANNOT believe i screwed up english compo. of all the things ta screw up! like what the hell right. i was so happy last night!!! heee.. FINALLY. after like 2 days? haha.. he msged! haha.. =))) *grins to herself* i was like smiling to myself the entire night! haha. n my mum thought i was crazy cz i was like so sad afta i told her abt my pathetic grades n then suddenly start grinning to myself n all. hee.
had a talk on cancer todae. n finally found out what the hell lymphnodes are! haha... them blasted thngies have been bursting all around my neck last week. it hurrrrttts. arrrgh. bt im like so used to it. haha.. im so friggin hott now.. wanna go bathe again. the weather is killin everyone mann. n to think i hardly sweat? argh. i miss him! siggh. im too smitten fer muh own good.. nevermind... ENUFF! olevelsssss here i come!! STUDY WORK STUDY WORK STUDY WORK!!! shitt. im mental. *shakes head*
*sings: coz ur muh only one.. ONLY ONEEEEE!!!* hahha.. okok.. betta chow. gonna suffer from bloody heatsroke. thank god there's no NS fer gals. what am i gonna be aniwae? a nurse? argh. i'd poison everyone by accident. whoops. =x hahha.. taa people!!! miss ya guys loaaaddds! *hugs*
//.. when i fall back down, you're the one that gets me up again.
brin bit this at ; 5:06 PM
Friday, August 20, 2004
heyyyooo!!
hahha.. aniwaeee.. just got a whole new layout for muh blogg.. hope this thing works mann. haha.. i bet by tomorrow all the miserable pics i uploaded will dissapear.. haha.. i wish there was like just one site i could link my blog pics up to.. aniho.. exams nearly over.. just one more ta go.. phy/bio multiple choice sect.. arggh.
bio was hell todae.. n it was sposed ta be one of my good subjects? arrrgggh. I HATE CHEESE NOW! arrggghhh. the unfairness. the 2 chapters that i didnt study, out of the bloody 20+ chapters that i studied like madd for, came out like three times in the paper??? and nuthin came out abt plants! like oh come on mann.. i love nature!!~ (HAH.) =x
gonna head out ta town tomorrow i guess.. studies shall be done in the morning n night.. nevermind, eventho i haf toallie scrrrreeweed my prelims, i will work extra hard for my olevels! i cant let muhself down mann.. if i do badly for olevels, its like my entire 4 yrs at SJC was an entire wastage process. (wastage process?? godd. i hate bio now.) haha..
hmm.. so u noe what.. im gonna promise myself a few things today. (tonight? argh. whatever.)
the promise list from brin, by brin, for brin =)
1. i will do well for my olevels!
2. i will not be a screw up! =x
3. i will not sink into an endless depression afta muh prelim results! (ugh.)
4. i will not lose confidence in myself!
5. i will continue to be a pompous fool. (heh.)
6. i will not let *whoever* interfere with my studies!(ahem.)
hahha.. so there!!! i declare war with everyone else takin the blasted exams this yr!! WOOHOO! (or not.) hahaha.. jz jokin.. bt its kinda like goin fer war.. n then u put da tribal war paint on ur cheeks and start doin raindances n stuff like that. haha.. that's sum freaky shit mann. hahha..
anihoo... i betta chow.. haha.. catcha later peeps.. p.s. why isnt anyone interesting online??? arrgghies. haha.. btw.. u guys really have to check out "only one" by yellowcard!!! it rocks! i gotta thank amira fer recommendin da band ta me. hahha.. cya ppeeeps!~ *grin*
//.. and all the tears u cry that call my name.
brin bit this at ; 10:26 PM
Monday, August 16, 2004
WOOHOO! ONE MORE WEEK TO GO! err. well.. one more week til the end of prelims.. but its like... still gotta mugg like shitt fer olevels. BAH. so yea. got history tomorrow.. n what am i doing now? im online n crapping. FIGURES. =x
haha.. but i will get down n dirty to studying really soon.. i noe muh limits. hahha.. mann.. I WANT THAT VON DUTCH CAP! argggh. it really rocks lar.. but i was outta cash that day.. nevermind.. i shall go back n get it soon.. hee..
speaking of stuff.. u do noe that the 18th is cumin reeeeaalll soon.. IN FACT, its like this cumin wednesday?? isnt that INTERESTING???? hahha.. come one lar.. u shud noe what i mean.. *HINT HINT* =)) oh yeaaa.. jz watched Oprah. (haha) and those guys from Queer Eye for a Straight Guy were on.. goddamn. they're friggin hott! ( but they're also friggin gay!) =( haha.. what to do.. most guys i like are either gay, old or attached. hahhaha. (cept' fer sum of course!~ *grin*)
hell.. im so tired. argggh. haha.. watched both law n order shows last night along with Paradise Hotels.. waddya noe.. boring shows can actually be interesting i guess? haha.. so yea.. kinda missin' sumone.. =P its weird. haha.. aniho.. i gtg.. betta go start strainin' over Mao, KMT n the CCP. coommmunnnists. argh.. taa!!~
//.. and you tell me you love me.
brin bit this at ; 10:10 AM
Friday, August 13, 2004
ARGH!! I HATE FRIGGIN BLOGGER!! U SUCKKKK. my friggin post just got erased! ARGGH. BUMS!
brin bit this at ; 11:24 PM
